Haven't written in here in a while. Everythings GREAT for me though. Ü. Me and john got our house and IT's AWESOME! I love it! It's nice to be moved out. Work still sux Ü. 
Hope y'all are having as good of a summer as me! Come hang out and see our new place. Call me 830*6219 Ü

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What a nice day Ü.

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So today is a good day. I haven't been up to to much. Last weekend...friday i worked and then John and I went to Amber's to hang out with her, chad, and jeremy. FUN! Sunday night i worked. Got my new phone on monday tho! It's so nice! I LOVE IT. Tuesday i worked, wednesday was LOST! Good episode! Thursday was a snow day! YES. But then i had to work, but i got to work with D.J and he's the good manager. OUr other good manager comes back tuesday! YEA! Getting rid of Linda. Not sure what i'm doing tonight. Grocery shopping probably. lol. 

Tomorrow i have to work at 11 and after that Me, john, and tyler or Naters are going to my Dad's to get the couch and chair thing my dad gave us. Ü COMFY ASS COUCH! I'm pumped! Now when i move out of my mom's i'll have my own furniture already, and good furniture. Not sure whats going on Sunday! But monday i get paid! Yea! A big check i think it will be and my Federal Taxes should be back soon so then i can pay off all my debts lol. Nice. 

Not too much else going on with me. I've been good, except i can't stand any of the annoying ass people in this world that have their heads up their asses. 

Me and John are good. It's crazy how much you learn about someone when you live with them lol. And still i love him more and more everyday Ü. I'm glad i have someone who loves me and takes care of me the way he does. ÜÜÜ

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So things have been good for me! We moved more of my stuff to my mom’s and me and John have our room almost all cozy. We started making our living room downstairs, which is going to be awesome!

Been working a lot.  Worked almost everyday of the break, but it was all good. I got spoiled for Christmas though, which wasn’t really needed but of course was awesome! Christmas eve, My mom’s family went to my granny’s house and celebrated there with my nana, papa chad, mom, kenzie, kalie, and John. Then I had to work, which I thought would be okay, but we were SO busy at closing time and had people waiting for chicken after we closed, but obviously pissed me off. Then I went to my dad’s, played a game and then me and kalie hung out the rest of the night, fun stuff. On Christmas, I woke up at my dad’s, opened presents, then had to leave at like 10 to go to John’s dad’s and open presents there and then to John’s Mom’s to open presents there. Then we went to my mom’s for a little while and then went back to John’s house and all hung out for the rest of the night. I got a really cute new coat. It’s Swede with fuzzy stuff inside and stuff. It’s nice. I got the 1^st season of Lost on DVD which is awesome b/c I missed some episodes last season. I already watched most of them. Ü. So Christmas was good over all.

I really did not want to come back to school, at all. It was hard to get up today. But when I get home I’m taking a nap and watching the DVD my Dad got me in N.Y.

Ü Happy New Year Guys!

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::Sigh of relief::  Ü I’m excited and very happy. I love how it is now. It’s nice to wake up next to him everyday. I LOVE it.

Haven’t been up to much. Thursday I hung out at Amber’s with some people, Friday I worked, Saturday I worked all flippen day in the cold and now I’m sick. Sunday I worked, yesterday I worked and I got paid and went shopping! Yes! I bought My mom another present, Barbie a present, Kalie a present, Lisa a present, Kenzie a couple presents, and john another present. Now all I have to do it get one for Big John, My dad, more for John, and for Mary. Then I went to work and got out early yeah! Went to John’s, did some laundry, homework, and Wrapped my presents! I love shopping. Hopefully I get paid from windy pines soon.

Gotta work tonight, but it’s alright b/c the good manager is working Ü!

My week* Tomorrow I’m going out with my cousin for her birthday. My family will be there, and I never get to see them so it’s good!

*Thursday* Have to work till close

*Friday* I have off! Yea, I think me and john are going to go in my granny’s hot tub, well depending on if she’ll be there. Then we’ll prolly stay at my mom’s house.

*Saturday* working

*Sunday* working, then going to my Family Christmas party with John. Fun. Then maybe our work Christmas party, but I don’t know about that yet.

Excited for* 18^th!, 23^rd! Ü yea!

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I seriously want this whole thing to stop. Geaya this is mostly to you. Don't get your friends to stick up for you because you can't do it urself, don't be a fucking pussy bitch. If you have something to say, say it. This is rediculus, i don't care about this whole thing, i know that john was different then and he loves me more than anything now. The point is I NEVER want to talk to you ever again, if your dying and you need help, don't bother to talk to me b/c i'll leave you to die, thats seriously how i feel about you. I think you are the biggest peice of shit in the world, like i told you before. I'm sorry that all your boyfriends get sick of you beacuse your nasty and dirty and don't take showers and don't wash your clothes and all they do is use you, cheat on you, and dump you, sorry. It's not my fault your pathetic. But you better fucking drop it beacuse i'm moving out of our house and if you think for on second after the semester when my abseces go back to zero that i'm not going to kick your fucking ass, your wrong, i don't give a shit what it does to My dad's family. So shut the fuck up ,i'm not going to tell you again.

I'll update my happy news on another entry guys so i can make it friends only. Ü

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I had a pretty good weekend. Friday was REALLY fun, but my sister and Brittney got annoying. But oh well right? Well yeah it was really fun. Saturday was okay. Last night i went to my mom's house. I don't really feel like writing right now. I'm really kinda pissed at the moment. I'm leaving after this hour to bring my mom to the doctors and stuff.

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What an exciting week. NOT. I'm in computers, supposed to be doing "microtype Pro" Thats funny. I have like all the lessons to do still and their do friday. Nice. oh well tho. I don't feel like caring right now.

I really feel bad about this particular thing. One of my friends. I mean like i'm friends with them, but i find myself saying things about them when they aren't around, and stuff. I just think of old times and it makes me so mad. I don't know. I feel really two faced. It's not that way with anyone else. Just them. :(. wtf? ya know?

Well, i have to work tonight, but only from 5 to 8! YEA! and then i'm hangin out with John and Nate. how fun! yes yes i know.

I cut my hair last night. A little more than 2 inches i think. I dunno i just started cutting. I was only gunna take the very tips off but then i decided to cut more off. So i did. It doesn't look bacd though, well at least i don't think so. I saved about $16 though! Ü

I cannot wait to get paid!~ even though i have to save most of it. But oh well. I owe Kalie $5 and i'm gunna owe my dad like $10 lol. But thats okay. I'll save the rest of it.

Have a Nice Day you people!

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HEY

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Seriously. i really can not stand when people are so nosey and gossipy that they would go out of their way to make other people's lives shitty. They had no bussiness to start to say shit that wasn't even true. i mean c'mon? and ur supposed to be an adult? That is very adult like. It's not the first time either. i mean i used to think they were cool and understanding, but now i deffinatly think differently, and if they don't like it i guess they'll have to suck a duck b/c it's their fault. Now that i have that out.

yea. i came clean with my mom lawst night. not that it was easy. But she alwasy assumes things and over-reacts about things. I had to let her know what i had to say. i wasn't gunna just sit there and let her say things about people that weren't true. She never listens to me. I want her to know that I make my own decisions. NOT anyone else. Maybe people tell me their oppinion about the situation, but i make the actual decision. blah blah.

I've got homework tonight. ain't that shitty. Math really sux. I don't understand anything i there. but i can't pay attention to him. he sux. and plus i sit with people i talk to all hour usually. lol. i don't care. I still have an A in there. o well

I start work tomorrow. I can finally start saving money. i need a car so bad. Well i Want a car really bad. I really want it by the time summer comes. I really hope i can get one by then.

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[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Bubaltz 

[ 2 ] Last word you said: okay

[ 3 ] Last song you sang: Hey jelousy 
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: John
[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: Not sure 
[ 6 ] Last time you said i dont fucking remember: no idea 
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: Last night, thanx to a certain NOSEY person. 
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: uh... 2 mixes and ashley simpson 

[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: one's blue with santa's on em' and one's dark blue with moons and stars on em'

[ 10 ] What's under your bed: a few boxes, a blanket, and some other stuff 
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: about 6

[ 13 ] Current hair: up
[ 14 ] Current clothes: Jeans and a t-shirt, etc.
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: These really 2 nosey people whom now i can't stand and whom i used to like as people
[ 16 ] Current longing: To be home, warm, reading my book. Or to be at john's warm, watchin T.V or something
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: um..
[ 18 ] Current worry: nothin really
[ 19 ] Current hate: i have to pee
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: my Bongo jeans and my softball shirt 

[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Lips, eyes
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: Ashley simpson
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: my room
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: not sure 

[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: 6 on school days and whenever on weekends but usually 9
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: i'm not sure right now

[27 ] Favorite color(s): orange
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: not sure
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5'5 ish
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: fuck

[ 31 ] Favorite book: not sure yet, i think maybe the one i'm reading but i'm not done with it yet. Sex and murder in the same book, so you know it's gotta be good
[ 32 ] Favorite season: spring or fall

 [ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: I'm not sure, there are prolly a few

 [ 34 ] Favorite day: wednesday or friday

[[[ FUTURE ]]]

[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: Cali  
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: I want to be a lawyer or a nurse or a Crime Scene investigator 
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: if i have any, 2, but i dunno if i want kids yet

 [ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: a Chevy cavalier, burnt orange color

[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]

[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc]: who the fuck gets into fights with their pets? honestly?
[Been to New York?]: yep
[Been to Florida?]: nope
[Been to San Diego, Cali?]: Nope
[Been to Hawaii?]: No
[Been to Mexico?]: Nope
[Been to China?]: Nope
[Been to Canada?]: nope
[Danced naked?]: yea in my room by myself
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day]: not that i know of 
[Had an imaginary friend?]: yeah, when i was little

[[[ RANDOM ]]]

[Do you have a crush on someone?]: like yea! lol john Ü
[Worst feeling in the world]: disappointing someone, being hurt 
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?]: 10 more minutes
[How many rings before you answer?]: usually 2
[Future daughter's name]: Jacey Lynn
[Future son's name]:Brandon

[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal ?]: nope

[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?] Crime scene investigator 

[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?]: Righty
[College plans]: MCC for the first few years to get the basics outta the way and then off to a bigger school. not sure which one's yet. 
[Piercings]: 2 in each ear and my belly button


[[[ THE EXTRA STUFF ]]]


[Do you do drugs?]: no
[Do you drink]: not since new years. It makes me sick and i usually don't
[Who are your best friends?]: 

[What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?]: which ever kind my parents buy 
[What are you most scared of?]: spider snakes, the dark, being alone, being hurt
[What clothes do you sleep in?]: pj pants or shorts and a shirt usually 
[Who is the last person that called you?]: John
[Where do you want to get married?]: On the beach 

[If you could change anything about yourself what would that be?]: idk
[Favorite number]: 3
[Are You Timely Or Always Late]: both
[Do You Have A Job]: YES! I start tomorrow
[Do You Like Being Around People]: depends who
[Best feeling in the world]: Being loved and loving back
[Are you for world peace]: course
[Are you a health freak]: no way
[Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After]: No.
[Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now]: Nopers
[Are You Lonely Right Now]: nope

[[[ IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU... ]]]

[Cried]: yes
[Bought Something]: yeah
[Gotten Sick]: nope
[Sang]: yeah
[Said I Love You]: yeah
[Wanted To Tell Someone You Love Them]: Yeah
[Met Someone New]: no
[Moved On]: nope
[Talked To Someone]: yeah
[Had A Serious Talk]: yeah
[Missed Someone]: yeah
[Hugged Someone]: yea
[Kissed Someone]: yeah
[Fought with Your Parents]: yea
[Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With]: nope
[Had A Lot Of Sleep]: no

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Happy Birthday Amanda!

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- - R E L A T I O N S H I P S - -
Who are your best friends?: John, uh....
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yea, John

<>- - S P E C I F I C S - -
Do you do drugs?: no
What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever my parents buy 
What are you listening to right now?: nothing

Who is the last person/place that called you?: My mom

Where do you want to get married?: On the beach by the sunset, me in my dress with no shoes and a vail, necklace and toering that match (with a cute hawaiin flower), no shoes, and john in a tux jacket and shorts
How many buddies are online right now?: have no idea
What would you change about yourself?: I dont know...\

- F A V O R I T E S - -
Color: orange
Food: Pizza, tacos, and chicken
Boys names: John
Girls names: not sure
Dream Spring Break? dunno
Subjects in school: i don't like school 
<>- - H A V E | Y O U | E V E R - -
Given anyone a bath?: no

Smoked?: no! sick! I hate cigarettes 

Bungee jumped?: no
Made yourself throw up?: no way
Ever been in love?: sure am
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yea, with my parents lol
Pictured your crush naked?: John? all the time lol
Actually seen your crush naked?: yea
Cried when someone died?: yea

Lied: yea
Fallen for your best friend?: Nope
Rejected someone?: Yeah
Used someone?: Nope
Done something you regret?: yea

- - C U R R E N T - -
Clothes: shirt and pants

Smell: none

Desktop picture: i dunno i'm at school

Book you're reading: Still Waters-Tammy Hoag
CD in player: i'm not sure actually

DVD in player: austin powers goldmember
<>- - L A S T | P E R S O N - -

You IMed: have no idea

You yelled at: i dunno, what a suprise!

- - A R E | Y O U - -
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: I think so for the most part
Random: at times
Hungry: No
Smart: sometimes
Moody: Yes

Organized: sometimes
Healthy: no
Shy: not really
Bored easily: no
Responsible: most the time yes

Hyper: not usually
Trusting: yea


- - W H O - -
Makes you laugh the most: John

Makes you smile most: John

Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: *JOHN*

<>- - D O | Y O U | E V E R - -
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: i have a few times over the summer
Save conversations: no

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: heck no! 

Wish you were younger: sometimes..i hate the drama of high school.
Cried because someone said something to you?: yea

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Happy Birthday Kalie!! Ü Have A Good One!

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Nothing new. I have an interview today at 3:30 at Lee's! Go me!Woo hoo. HECK YES i'm excited. After that i think me and john are going to the talent show and getting pizza. I dunno tho. I'm really not in the mood to write but i wanted to say that lol

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